the most peaceful new year eve!!

didn't believe that we could just spend our new year just like that.
simple,nice, and peaceful.
but the worst thing was the traffic...ugh

blah

watched tron legacy with zahir...
but then watched half way i knocked off for a while...
too tired and sleepy...
and i dont think is tht nice.
mayb bcoz im too tired thts y...
so the next day celebrate christmas..
its so tiring...coz i had my case study to do..
yea..imagine tht....
wont be able to see zahir til CNY..
1 month ++
hmm...
nvm...
just wait.
=)

The One That I Will Love For The Rest Of My Life

He's Muhammad Zahir Reza
same age as me, elder than me a few days =)
met him at a Camp
thinking that he was an asshole =P
but turns out, he's not
get to be friends with him in a funny way
fell in love with each other in the same time
anniversary is on 23rd Aug (will never forget this day)
he's so sweet, wonderful, loving and romantic =D (yes, you are dear)
I know that he loves me more than anything in the world =)
and I love him just the way he loves me
love him for being who he is
no lies but just the truth (but I don't know if he really tells me the truth all the time, fingers crossed)
I let him do what ever he wants to do (but don't be too over lar)
sometimes in this relationship he still can be an total asshole
sometimes can menyakitkan hati I plak
benggang tau!!
but I relax, what can I do right?? =)
I miss him a lot whenever we're far away from each other
we sometimes meet twice in 3 - 5 months (damn sad weyh)
because he's studying in Kelantan and I'm travelling everywhere for my clinical posting
so its kinda stressful
the two of us will dream about our own future
just wishing that it will come true one day =)
I can just smile suddenly for no reason (crazy huh??)
I just can't get him out of my mind
he's in my head all the time even though I'm doing bits and pieces of things
its amazing how can someone be in love so badly =D
sometimes he doesn't reply my msges and I leave it as it is
thinking that maybe he's busy or whatever shit it is
but sometimes its kinda hurt when he doesn't reply
but what can I do??
so i just leave it as it is
and go and live my own stressing life thinking about studies, work and stuff
can't just keep thinking about him and leave everything behind right
but no matter what happen
he will be the one I love for the rest of my life
he's everything to me
I will love him forever and just him
and I hope he does the same thing to me =)
I love you Zahir Reza!!
=D